SELFISH!!

After all, everybody is selfish. When it’s their problem, I should be there, helping them to sort out everything. But when it comes to my own problem, nobody willing to give a hand. Everybody seems to ignore me and my problem. I’m invisible once their problem is settled. What a world! I’m not trying to look for some kind of attention or anything in return from the people I helped but I really need someone now. More than I ever needed.

Should I help them in the future as though nothing happened?

Or should I ignore them just the way they did?

Was things always been this way?

Or it was just me who never realize it until today?

Should I ask them for help?

Or should I wait till they approach me?

i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life?

i keep wondering if i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life.....i just couldnt figure out what is happening around me....im just being blur all the time....
i just hate my daily routine...i hate to work n study at the same time....its damn tiring....well,im waiting for the moment when im gonna finish my studies n find a new job.....
i wish i could turn the time back n go to the time when i was still studying in kojadi with my sampat friends....natalie@karen,was the closest 1 with me,the 1 i could talk to abt anything n she will smile n reply,dun worry mala...everything will b fine soon....denise,the pretty,pink lover,sporting gurl.....josy@yun xi,pontianak gurl(lolz)happy go lucky,caring gurl....tomato@mei mei,this gurl is damn sweet,soft n shy gurl....ken@e-pork,he is tall n helpful guy....kok yin,he is handsome n understanding guy....the last 1 is eric,although v dont like him so much,but he makes our sampat geng too...lolz....these 7 people coloured my life with so beautifully...that was so called life....i miss those moments...
now i feel like i miss everything(in sense i miss so much + my life).....

the reason for my blog - Ms. Natalie Tan Koh Yee........

wakakaka.....simply....i wanna tease her here....she said she miss my blog....yeap,its been like almost 5 months ++ since i uploaded the last blog....last time i wasnt be able to blog cos i dont have internet connection at home....but although i have it now, im kinda busy with college and work at the same time....moreover im having exam in 1 week time and guess what....i havent started studying yet...OH SHITTTTTT!!! ops,sorry guys....its like normal for me ady to study at the 11th hour.....i wanted to change but i couldnt....moreover i have less idea to blog about nowadays...im just doing the same routine everyday....
6.30am : wake up n get ready to work
9am - 6pm : work,work,work.....haiz....
(if got class)
6.30pm - 9pm : in class
10.30pm : reach home
11.30pm : sleep
(if no class)
8pm - 11pm : online
11pm : sleep
isnt that a boring life...?
let c if these week i could come out with somethg to blog about....
till then,tc friends....

09/09/09.........

erm,it seems to be a perfect day....i wish it will be.....i just feel like i wanna blog something on this day...i wish for a little bit of miracle....so that i would remember this day forever in my life....

well currently, i getting my life back to normal as i was once upon a time....feel happier this way....but the thing i miss most is my 'Kojadi life' with my CRAZY EIGHT friends....not forgetting my lecturers especially Mr.Sky.....i still remember how eager we would be to attend his class....we loved him so much....i called Karen,the classmate i was closed with in college time....she told that maybe we will have a gathering next month first week if everyone agrees(which actually was Yun Xi's order)....owh,Yun Xi....the thing i remember about her was her laugh....well,i guess none of our friends forget how she would laugh....but i planned to invite them to my house for Deepavali......

apart from that,currently im studying in Segi College....finishing up my diploma programme....taking evening class since im working full time in a audit firm....my days are packed with classes and work load....during weekend,i would spend time with my cousin sisters....

erm,i dont know whether i should post this or not....but since my friend wants its so much,im doing this.....today her bf promised her that after married he would be the one doing house chores....**erm,what am doing?** nevermind,just a part of it only right?

for now,i guess this is it....i got class later.....macroeconomic class.....with Mr.Benny...he one of the best lecturer in segi too....gtg now....got work to do....arious....have a great day,friends!!!!!!

a new life......a new beginning...........lets c how it ends........

$!$@^#%&^*&*^#&%$^*$............................

YeAhOo....ShOpPiNg......

now i'm in alor setar,kedah....i went for out audit.....today ms.tan take me n dash out for jalan jalan....we went to eat at chinese restaurant....i had yin yong.....this was different from the normal yin yong i used to eat in kl...ms.tan said maybe they have the own style of cooking....not bad,the food really taste good....after makan,ms.tan took us to alor star mall....since now there was sale going on,i went to shoe outlet to buy shoe....not bad,the shoes's price range is from RM19 to RM25 only....these are the one i bought from there.....

this is my favourite one......

well,when i get back home,my mum gonna be very shocked....she will be wondering whether i went for work or i went for shopping.....atleast it makes me happy...other than that i dont bother about what others gonna say about me......