yEaHoO......eXaM hAs BeEn PoStPoNeD.....

yes,yes,yes!!!! my cost accounting exam has been postponed with the help of Denise and myself of course....at least with this sickness, i don't have to study and memorize.... Shit! i don't understand anything in that subject...feel like wanna tear of the notes....my head are getting blank and blur sometimes....*sigh*
another stupidest thing happened yesterday....i went to a hell called 'Klinik Kerajaan'....i have no other option because my mum is busy with her work and no one to take me to clinic....so without no option i have to do something to cure my sick which 'accompany' me for the past 3 weeks....again 3 weeks....i took all kind of medicine from all the clinics my family member ever went....including panadol and still it didn't get better.....yeah maybe i feel better for 1 or 2 days but the following day,i will fall sick again....people start to scare me with things like Denggi....gosh...so i took my own effort to go to clinic....ok, back to my story in Klinik Kerajaan....as usual have to wait for so long to see the doctor...this is what happened when i went inside the doctor room for check up....

Me: Good afternoon,doctor...
Doctor: Komala?
Me: Yes,doctor....
Doctor: Sakit apa?
Me: Saya tak sihat sejak 3 minggu lalu.....demam,batuk,selsema dan kahak....
Doctor: Tekak u bengkak lah...(while using the torchlight to check my throat)

Then he wrote something in the paper...i guess it might be the medicine list....then he give it to me...

Me: Itu saje ke doctor?
Doctor: Ya...Bagi slip ni kat kaunter ubat....

Shit!!!!! Thats all? What kind of doctor is he? now i know why people always complaint about government hospital...i'm gonna sue him if i found out that i got denggi tonight(touch wood lar)....so with anger and disappointment, i came back home....but mum promised me to take to private clinic today....

waaaahhh....i feel so relive now after letting it out in blog....and to friends who was concern about me all these days when i was sick,i wanna thanks u guys a lot.....really appreciate it....ok,time for me to go back home...or im gonna get stuck in jam.....

SSSSHHHHIIITTTTTT!!!!!!!

my memory card corrupted already....stupid N70....i feel damn angry now...its almost 1 month i didn't blog.....feel like wanna break the card to two pieces and throw it to the rubbish bin.....hmm....although its not gonna make things go better but at least i feel better after letting it out here....my blog will be colorless without any pictures.......my days will be empty without my memory card because its where i store my favorite songs and my pictures to blog....i send to the shop already but i'm scared the warranty will expired dy....sei lor....tomorrow im having midterm exam but i dunno what im doing until now.....god help me....fren wish me luck....got to go, lecturer came in dy....

My ExAm ReSuLt iS oUt!!!!!

Hmm...After so long, now I came back to blog....I stop blogging because I feel like I’m writing craps here and my semester break was damn boring….My second semester result came out already and THANK GOD I did quite well also….I manage to maintain my CGPA….this semester no one congrats me although I did pretty well….maybe someone did but that was the thing that I expected to happen….*sigh*

My new semester will start next Monday which is 13 October 2008…..it’s going to be fun….

New semester,

New lecturers,

New subjects,

New excitement,

New challenges,

But with the old and wackiest classmates ever!!!!!

Wish me luck for the semester,friends!!!!

DuRiNg SeM BrEaK.............

29 September 2008

Muahahaha…..My bro open for me the wireless connection….Apa lagi….Enjoy lar….Spend my time to write blog, update Friendster and Tagged and online…..yesterday Yun Xi asked me to go to her profile and view those vacation to Genting pictures…Waaaaa!!!!! I feel so sad….I was suppose to be there in those pictures also…..okay….enough, today must sleep early, tomorrow I got dental checkup in the morning…..although I hate doctor and clinic, no choice cause it’s a order from the queen of my house, my mum….chowz.....

28 September 2008

Today my mum and my aunt went out to kl…..for SHOPPING…..well, lucky I noneed to follow them….aiyo, really, I can’t follow my mum for shopping….she will visit so many shops until she find what she wants…..I cant afford to walk so much…moreover I’m not the right person to bring for shopping….my sis and I have to look after those children…..its very hard to control those children since they are very spoilt…..but I had fun with them even though…..my sis was sleeping all the time cause she wasn’t feeling well….me and the children played in the rain….we ate ice cream in rain and danced…..we were making havoc there….but before my aunt came home, we bath and sit down quietly as if there was nothing happened….hahaha….took my dinner at my aunt house and came back home around 9pm….

27 September 2008

Today I and my sis went for a 21^st birthday party of my sis’s friend…I wore my gown with the bling bling ring that I bought few days back….these are some of the pictures I took during and after the party at my granny house…..

Me and Tanesha in the party.....

Me and lil Anju....beware people...she is warning everyone.......

Three hottiez.....from left,me,Vithya and Tila....

Me in action....after the function at my granny house......

While my sis busy posing, i'm actually stealing the chocolate cake.....yummy.......

25 September 2008

I went to cc to upload my blog but unfortunately, the pc’s Microsoft didn’t support my version…so can’t upload my blog…*sob sob*

24 September 2008

Even today also I past my time by watching movie…..I watched Solstice, Crazy Eights and Silent Hill…..All of them were about ghost taking revenge of their deaths….I’m watching these movies for the 2^nd time…..I watched them long time ago, so felt like didn’t remember the stories, so I watched again….I liked the Crazy Eights since it’s name is similar like our group’s name,38(sampat in Chinese) which almost means like crazy eights also….what a co incident right? Hmm…..

23 September 2008

Today I called Karen….She told me that they really enjoyed their holiday at Genting….As expected I feel so jealous….Karen said its ok if I cant join this time cause we still have time after our 3^rd sem…..she planned want to go to Teluk Batik….Karen warned me that I must follow them that time…..I didn’t promise her but will try my best…we talk about 10 mins only since she was with her friend going out….

22 September 2008

Hahaha….today I watched 3 movies….European Gigolo, The Bank Job and Over My Dead Body…..Wakakaka….. European Gigolo and Over My Dead Body were funny while The Bank Job was quite action packed……I know it’s too much for a day but I don’t know what to do…..it was so boring after all……Nothing to do even cant online also……

21 September 2008

Today I promised my cousins to bring them for jalan jalan and makan at Selayang Mall…..So we went to their house to fetch them…it was raining heavily but who cares? As long as we could go out and enjoy ourselves is enough…So these are some pictures we took there…..lets have a look….

The Pinkys….hehehe……

Kirti, me and Tanesha….

They said we looked alike…Do we?

My lil cutie pie,Anjali with her elder sis, Kirti….

Kirti, Tanesha, me, Kartik and Kirosha….

Me and Kirosha…

Actually this picture was supposed to take between me, Vithya and Kirosah only but Tanesha ‘menyibuk’ lar….

Do I look cute? *wink wink*

Cousins club….From the back position, Vithya, me, Kirosha, Kartik, Anjali, Tanesha and Kirti…..

Kirti in action….

Tanesha in action….

Lil Anjali in action….

Nice or not? It’s our new ring….

20 September 2008

As usual mum and I went to temple in the morning….it was so crowded…mum said it’s a special day but we was wondering why the ‘vengkadachalabathi’ temple so crowded with people…..nothing much I saw else than this crowd at temple…..

We went to temple again at night since one of mum’s friend are doing ‘annathanam’ there…we went there late since I simply get ready late….once we reach, we were really shocked to look at a big crowd….then only we get to know that there was a special prayer for ‘vengkadachalabathi’….when I was praying at ‘anuman’ temple, I saw a guy…..

You know when among all the crowd there only this guy get my attention….there were so many hensem and fair guys but only he got my attention…..he was tall, a bit muscular body, mmm…..that look make me fall for him….maybe cause i like tall guys....omg, that time it feel like just want to walk towards him and ask for his hp num…..nonono….but I wasn’t that brave enough…..but I’m sure he got girlfriend already…..he saw me and when he walks by my side I felt like he took my heart away with him….the way he looked at me, his peaceful eyes make me melted to the ground….then I saw my ex-classmate, Prashant…he came with his granny….after a short chitchat when I turn to look at him, he is MISSING!!! I still wonder around to look for him but I guess he already went back….how I could miss him….I blame myself….

YeYe.....ExAm WaR iS fiNaLLy OvEr!!!!!!!! i'M fReE nOw.......

at last i finished my Web page design exam.....it was my only hope to get A and i hope i can since the exam was quite ok although i answer it like shit....wakakaka......

but im so sad now....denise,ken,karen,yun xi and tomato went to Genting today....i'm gonna miss yun xi's surprise birthday party....*sob sob*.....all is because of my mum lar.....she dont want to allow me till the last moment also.......

and denise blog about the holiday is gonna make me so jealous.....

i heard that sir read denise's blog.....wish that he wont read mine.....cos actually i dont want to make him so perasan.....wakakaka......but if he read already,sorry lor sir....

so semester break for 3 weeks....yeahoo!!!!! gonna enjoy the holiday to the maximum which is sleep,sleep,sleep and watch movie....and for sure my blog also gonna be less since nothing much to share.....only the same face at home.....mum,sis and bro.....maybe if anything interesting i will post lor.....

got to go....take care....gonna sleep now cause i only sleep for 3 hours yesterday.....
Good night.....

WhY i HaVe To?

why i have to take the risk when nothing is confirm yet?
why i have to be trust when you weren't serious about anything?
why i have to come when there is no reason for me to be there?
why i have to give my 100% when you are not giving your 100%?
why i have to hold your hand when you don't have the strength to hold mine?
why i have to believe you will be there for me when you are not ready to be there for me?
why i have to show you that i love you when it doesn't mean anything to you?
WHY I HAVE TO???

FrOm 3 aLrEaDy BeCoMe 2.....AfTeR tOdAy WiLL bEcOmE 1......YeAhOo!!!!!!!

As I told, my brother are really restricting my internet usage…..it had been 4 days already he never let me to use the wireless connection…..so I cant even update my blog…..lets see what happened for the past 4 days….

11^th September 2008

Today we sit for 3^rd exam – MANAGEMENT……yes!!! SKY’s subject…..my sis always asked me, why I always will be so excited when talk about SKY…..I don’t know but maybe because he is so different and close with us compare to other lecturers…..most of our lecturer keep a distance with their student but not him…..hmm….we wasn’t allowed to bring back the question paper….i don’t know why…..usually we can for the other 2 test also like that…..about the exam ar? Erm, what can I say….exam what, sure it is tough lor….But now only left 3 more exams only…..Sociology, Marketing and Web Page Design…..

After the exam when I wanted to go back already then only I got to know that we have sociology extra class before exam…..OMG!!!! it’s ok if she want to do extra class because actually she is being really attentive and also worried about us…..but we were so tired after the exams without enough sleep….all of our eye bags are getting so serious…..maybe not for Eric….hehehe…..but mine and Yun Xi’s are getting serious…..but its good also we went for the class because we get last minutes tips…hehehe…..these were some of the pictures I took before the class…..

Yun Xi and Denise, as usual were talking so excitedly……

Karen, just after her nap, still blur……(Karen, don't scold me ar....you give this pose)

Actually want to take picture when she was sleeping but I remembered Denise warned me that shouldn’t take picture when the person is sleeping…….

Kok Yin, I’m not sure if he’s sleeping or just resting while listening to songs……Sorry lor…..

After the class, we were talking about types of roti……maybe since all of us are hungry already……then Yun Xi was telling that there are Roti Saga, Roti Bom, and so on lar….these was part of our conversation…

Yun Xi : you know ar got roti saga also?

Denise (while laughing): how about roti iswara?

Me : then I want roti myvi can ar? They have ar?

Denise : I want roti BMW…..

Me (with serious face): then hor….i think I want to come out with new roti called roti nokia…….

Denise and Kok Yin (faint): Swt!!!

Me : yeah lor…..hehehe……

Yun Xi : haiyo mala, how can you talk so lame joke ar?

Me : yeah lor….got so many roti ma…..i want to come out with roti nokia lor…

Denise : mala, do you know that me and kok yin fall at the same time? Hahaha….

Me : hehehe…….

Later Denise and Karen followed Yun Xi to restaurant nearby her house….Karen told me the roti canai there was really nice and after eat, they went to pasar malam nearby Yun Xi’s house….Ken joined them also since Ken’s house also nearby there…..I’m so jealous now…..regretting why I didn’t followed them…..

13^th September 2008

Today is my Sociology test, the 4^th exam…..Hooray!!!! still left 2 exams only……Marketing and Web Page Design….Both also I never aim for A’s but if got A means ar, sure I will die of surprised…..choyyy…..hehehe….Sociology test was like hell….objectives was 10 questions only but carry 25 marks….out of 10 questions I only manage to answer 3 questions…..other all I hentam…..dont know lar….after exam I only told my friends and my sociology lecturer that I have forget A for my sociology…..after exam, went out and feel damn tired…..i was suppose to ‘teman’ my sis to temple because they have ‘thiruvula’ tomorrow….but I didn’t go cause of so tired….mum went out….left my bro and me…..he start his lecturer already….i’m dead….he started to ask all those stupid questions and stuffs…..i just pretend listening but actually I was ignoring what he was saying…hmmm…..i don’t care already…..i just went to sleep after that…..

For YOU,

How Can I Show You?

How can I show you how my brother treats me?

How can I show you how hurting were his words?

How can I show you how much I cried?

How can I show you my feelings right now?

How can I show you all the sadness I’m hiding inside?

How can I show you how I smiled to make you believe that I’m happy?

How can I show you all the truth?

How can I show you that I need you?

How can I show you that I want you?

How, how, how?

Most important of all,

HOW CAN I SHOW YOU THAT I LOVE YOU???

14^th September 2008

I went to my grandma house today…..No certain reason to go but mum cooked vegetarian food for my uncle’s family since they were vegetarian for 4 months……I didn’t study yet…..tomorrow I’m having Marketing exams in the noon so I’m still relaxed……these were some of the pictures I took with those children…..

beware of the Spiderwoman!!!! she wont sting but she will bite...hehehe....

nonono......don't mistake her....she not trying to show bad symbol....she just trying to arrange her little fingers to do 'peace'.....

naaaa....this is my late grandma......Madam Yap Ah Lin......

Yeah,at night 'Ratham" came to our place.....yesterday was 'Pournami'(full moon).....this is the first time it came to our place for the past 18 years I'm living here.....but t came so late....around 9.30pm if I'm not mistaken.....here is some pictures of it.......

the light is so bright until the picture is not very clear....

the clear picture of 'Ratham'.......

people are following it.......

the front angle picture, taken when it stop from being pulled.......

And still i didn't finish revising my Marketing....aiyo!!!what's happening to me?

nevermind......i got to go now....i must start to study now....i don't care if Eric is online....but i must study......wish me luck friends.....