SELFISH!!

After all, everybody is selfish. When it’s their problem, I should be there, helping them to sort out everything. But when it comes to my own problem, nobody willing to give a hand. Everybody seems to ignore me and my problem. I’m invisible once their problem is settled. What a world! I’m not trying to look for some kind of attention or anything in return from the people I helped but I really need someone now. More than I ever needed.

Should I help them in the future as though nothing happened?

Or should I ignore them just the way they did?

Was things always been this way?

Or it was just me who never realize it until today?

Should I ask them for help?

Or should I wait till they approach me?

i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life?

i keep wondering if i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life.....i just couldnt figure out what is happening around me....im just being blur all the time....
i just hate my daily routine...i hate to work n study at the same time....its damn tiring....well,im waiting for the moment when im gonna finish my studies n find a new job.....
i wish i could turn the time back n go to the time when i was still studying in kojadi with my sampat friends....natalie@karen,was the closest 1 with me,the 1 i could talk to abt anything n she will smile n reply,dun worry mala...everything will b fine soon....denise,the pretty,pink lover,sporting gurl.....josy@yun xi,pontianak gurl(lolz)happy go lucky,caring gurl....tomato@mei mei,this gurl is damn sweet,soft n shy gurl....ken@e-pork,he is tall n helpful guy....kok yin,he is handsome n understanding guy....the last 1 is eric,although v dont like him so much,but he makes our sampat geng too...lolz....these 7 people coloured my life with so beautifully...that was so called life....i miss those moments...
now i feel like i miss everything(in sense i miss so much + my life).....

the reason for my blog - Ms. Natalie Tan Koh Yee........

wakakaka.....simply....i wanna tease her here....she said she miss my blog....yeap,its been like almost 5 months ++ since i uploaded the last blog....last time i wasnt be able to blog cos i dont have internet connection at home....but although i have it now, im kinda busy with college and work at the same time....moreover im having exam in 1 week time and guess what....i havent started studying yet...OH SHITTTTTT!!! ops,sorry guys....its like normal for me ady to study at the 11th hour.....i wanted to change but i couldnt....moreover i have less idea to blog about nowadays...im just doing the same routine everyday....
6.30am : wake up n get ready to work
9am - 6pm : work,work,work.....haiz....
(if got class)
6.30pm - 9pm : in class
10.30pm : reach home
11.30pm : sleep
(if no class)
8pm - 11pm : online
11pm : sleep
isnt that a boring life...?
let c if these week i could come out with somethg to blog about....
till then,tc friends....