i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life?

i keep wondering if i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life.....i just couldnt figure out what is happening around me....im just being blur all the time....
i just hate my daily routine...i hate to work n study at the same time....its damn tiring....well,im waiting for the moment when im gonna finish my studies n find a new job.....
i wish i could turn the time back n go to the time when i was still studying in kojadi with my sampat friends....natalie@karen,was the closest 1 with me,the 1 i could talk to abt anything n she will smile n reply,dun worry mala...everything will b fine soon....denise,the pretty,pink lover,sporting gurl.....josy@yun xi,pontianak gurl(lolz)happy go lucky,caring gurl....tomato@mei mei,this gurl is damn sweet,soft n shy gurl....ken@e-pork,he is tall n helpful guy....kok yin,he is handsome n understanding guy....the last 1 is eric,although v dont like him so much,but he makes our sampat geng too...lolz....these 7 people coloured my life with so beautifully...that was so called life....i miss those moments...
now i feel like i miss everything(in sense i miss so much + my life).....